-Nelson Mandela
I am more than sleep deprived at 4am, it's raining outside and my brain refuses to shutdown completely into dream-mode because it is currently experiencing a whirlwind overflow of insidious thoughts that won't stop appearing. Honestly I can't sleep because the very last words that were said to me is ringing through my ears but this time it turned more into a wake-up call to reality. Time and time again I always told myself that if a person really had the ambition to go ahead and DO something; they'd do it no matter the cost. I used to think that since I felt like I had one foot in the door and the other out, that it was impossible to just actually leave and not look back. Just sitting here thinking I realize now more so that the word "IMPOSSIBLE", no longer ceases to exist in my world. My foot will no longer be in two places at once because this is me being the bigger person, this is me doing exactly what you "asked for", this is me walking away to better myself because the best is yet to come......Truth be told I never wanted things to go this route but I think that we all need that extra push once in a while to speak up and admit that enough is enough......On a side note...I'm looking forward to the future of what's to come and the production of what's already taking place currently. I actually miss blogging& and taking strolls around this time in the city...goshh it's time to find an apartment in the village asap and officially come back for good..
xoxo che.
